Still, You are in my heart

πŸ–€ Silent Diary

It has passed many days, many years… Still, you are in my heart, dear. I want to explain how much I’m suffering this pain… I want to be yours once again. In Our life there are too much distance… I’m losing all my patience. I’m still waiting for you, even in the dark, Carrying your name inside my heart Yes, I’m still missing you in every season, Thinking about you, I still smile without a reason. You are still present in my every rhyme, Still the beat of this heart of mine. I want to meet you again, Tell you about my every pain. I want to be yours from the start… You are forever in my heart. Every night I close my eyes and see your face, In every memory, I still find your place. There is too much distance, you are so far, But you’re still my wish… my brightest star. Maybe time will never heal this part, Because you are still in my heart…
— Written with a silent pain
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The sun is shading, love is fading,

πŸ–€ Broken Diary

The sun is shading, love is fading, Why does my heart want to cry? If there is no hope, why want to try? You should let go of every hope— Without effort, don’t try to hold any rope. You’ll stay with me through every season, You won’t leave, whatever the reason. I will let go of all these expectations, It may hurt me more— But I will handle any situations. Why do I see indifference in your eyes? Why does my heart feel like it needs to cry? You are the precious dream I hold each night, A vision that cannot come to sight. I tried to ignore what I could see, Hoping someday you’d choose me. But love can’t live on just one side, No matter how hard I try to hide. There was the warmth in your voice before, Now it feels like something I can’t reach anymore. The words you said still echo inside, But your silence is louder—I can’t hide. I don’t blame you for walking away, Maybe I was just not meant to stay. Some stories end without a goodbye, Leaving behind a quiet why. And maybe one day, I’ll be fine, Leaving behind what was never mine. But till then, I’ll quietly sigh— Still asking my heart… why?
— A page from a silent heart
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I'll leave your way

πŸŒ™ A Quiet Goodbye

Some endings don’t break… they fade.

I’ll leave your way, like dusk leaves the sky, Quiet, without asking the sun why. No echoes of footsteps, no shadow to stay, Just silence that gently drifts away. I was a pause in your rushing time, A fleeting verse, not meant to rhyme. You were the story I couldn’t keep, A dream too tender, too soft, too deep. You never promised to stay through each season, Nor gave me hope without a reason. And maybe that’s why I can’t complain, Love was quiet, without a claim. I’m not yours, and you are not mine, If I’m not in your way, that’s also fine. No ties to hold, no words to bind, Just memories gently left behind. I’m fond of you—your smile, your voice, Loving you was never a choice. But once I leave, I’ll leave it all your way, Every feeling I couldn’t make you stay. Thanks to you—for feelings so rare, For every moment, every care. I couldn’t win your heart, it’s true, So my poetry stayed unsaid for you. You were unique, special, and rare, A quiet magic beyond compare. I want to stay… but hearts need space, And I couldn’t find mine in your place. So I’ll step back, though I wished to stay, And softly, I’ll leave your way. --- I’ll fold my heart like an unread letter, Hide every word I never said. No blame, no storm, no bitter goodbye, Just a fading wave in a quiet tide. To change is the rule of nature,
How can someone change their future? How can someone's feelings stay the forever same? Time will slowly blow out every flame, And even love forgets its own name. If ever you notice an empty space, Where laughter once had found its place, Know it was me who chose to depart, So you could be free… even from my heart. I’ll leave your way, calm and still, Holding a love I always will. Thank you for coming into my life, It was my fate I couldn’t fight.

— A Silent Goodbye

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How do I make you believe,

My Diary Poem
My Heart's Confession
πŸ“– Dear Diary...
How do I make you believe, Just seeing you gives me relief. I love the way you care so true, I want to share my world with you— But somewhere, I still lack the dare, To say the things I long to share. My heart, it always chooses you, In every thought, in all I do. You’re so precious, soft and rare, A kind of soul beyond compare— I never want to lose you, My heart will always choose you. If loving someone isn’t right, Then why does this feel so bright? Why does your name bring me peace, And all my restless thoughts release? But what can I do, what can I say, When my heart has already lost its way— Not in darkness, not in pain, But lost in you… again and again. I fear your rejection too, But still, my feelings grew for you. I can’t control what’s deep inside, This love appeared I couldn’t hide. Now I’m finding strength to say, I love you more with every day— No more silence, no more delay, Yes… I love you, in every way.
— Yours Truly πŸ’Œ
My Heart's Confession
πŸ“– Dear Diary...
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Seeing her first sight,

Lined Diary Poem
πŸ“– My Diary
Seeing her first sight, I found my person right; In her eyes, a gentle light Turned my world suddenly bright. Everybody loves freedom – But my heart chooses a different sense, For in her voice, her presence I crave her sweet dominance. She is first person truly touched by my emotions – No matter what life brings, I want to stand with her in every situation.
— Yours πŸ’Œ
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The world was in night

Firefly Night Diary
πŸŒ™ A Firefly in My Night
Dear Diary...
The world was in night, "One firefly made it bright." There may be a beautiful shoot, But it has no value without root. Nature is beautiful from every sight, But no one is as perfect as she is right. As rivers flow high, There are stones that hold tight, As above as high, I wants fly like kite. In presence of darkness, You are my light. ---
— Yours in the Dark ✨
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Why you’re special

Why You're Special
πŸ’› Why You're Special
Dear Diary...
In the barren desert You are the rain that made the barren land bloom This is the reason you are special In my eyes when you see sadness You yourself feel sadness made me feel special This is the reason you are special In my bad days you bring happiness Made me smile This is the reason you are special In ignorance of this world you notice little things made me feel good This is the reason you are special In others eyes, just to see their happiness you hide your pain made me feel proud This is the reason you are special --- In other's choosing to walk away You stand by me made me feel emotional This is the reason you are special You are the first person made me always feel special No one can replace you This is the reason you are special --
— Always Grateful πŸ’«
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How to say what my heart feels for you

Unspoken Feelings
πŸ’­ Unspoken Words
Dear Diary...
How to say what my heart feels for you How to say – when I try to speak silence turns into peak How to say – your smile feels like heaven your presence shines brighter than star seven How to say – seeing you fuels my aspirations you have become queen of my imaginations How to say – I love hearing your voice and in this feeling I have no other choice How to say – your presence in any season my heart beats faster without any reason How to say – how much I care when there are feelings in my heart I don’t want to share How to say – how precious is our friendship it may create many problems while turning into relationship How to say – I look for your gentle leadership opening my feelings might invite painful hardship How to say – I wanted prevent myself from something but somehow you’ve already become my everything. ---
— Quietly Yours 🀍
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People say how beautiful is moon


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πŸŒ™ Beyond the Moon

A beauty words cannot hold…

People say how beautiful is moon but when I speak of her that myth will burst soon. She holds a beauty infinite no words are strong enough none are ever definite. When I look into her eyes her eyes are like stories the universe forget to tell. I want to read every chapter hidden in them. I just want to see her for infinite time. When her hair brushes against her cheeks, she looks so beautiful that no one can compare. When her hair falls open and free she looks so beautiful that no one can compare. When her hair is closed, she looks so beautiful that no one can compare. I just want to see her infinite time.
When I look her small things it looks so beautiful that it amplifies my feelings. When she takes a deep breath, it looks so mesmerizing that time seems to stop for me. Her soft hands feel so wonderful that I just want to hold them for infinite time. When she smiles, her beauty shines all the way into her eyes. When she sits with her gaze lowered, she looks so soft, so peaceful. When she feels shy my heart it starts racing even faster. I just want to live with her infinite time.
When she speaks softly in low gentle voice the wave of my heart begin to stir intensely. And when she utters some words my heart feels at peace that I just want to hear for infinite time. There are so much I can’t put into words that I just want to feel for infinite time. ---

— Lost in Her ✨

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A bird came to my window so gentle, so beautiful, so lovely, so cute.


πŸ’Œ A Letter From My Heart

To the one who feels like a gentle song…

A bird came to my window— so gentle, so beautiful, so lovely, so cute. Her presence stole my attention, she carries the beauty of perfection. I never believed in God, but seeing her, I wished time would stop… my lord. When I feel upset, when my world feels like a sunset, talking to her makes me smile— my world suddenly turns into sunshine. Hearing her voice, my heart listens twice. I want this bird by my side, through every dark night, like a light I never want to hide. No one knows how deeply I feel, for me, she is beyond precious and real. Her dreams know no height, and I wish to see her touch the brightest sky. --- There is no one like her. No one could ever break her wings. No one the same, in this entire world— I want only her in my life, with her beautiful name. ---

With all my heart,
Yours 🀍

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Why did you become so close to me

Broken Diary
πŸ’” Pages I Never Meant to Write
Dear Diary...
Why did you become so close to me when you had to go away? Why did you let me love you when leaving was already decided by you? I found you everywhere in every moment, every time Could you spare a few moments to think of me in your mind? I always wished to see you happy, I only prayed for your smile. I always wanted to see your happiness. But could you care a little about my sadness? You left me when I needed you the most I know you are supreme and don’t have any fear But could you hold my tear just a little, dear? --- I know you have many options, but for me, you were my only option. I know you wanted to create the best story, but why did you break my heart so slowly? I know your journey is hard, but couldn’t I be in your path? I don’t want anything from this world, I want only a little place in your heart. I know I’m not yours, I accept that truth that lies. But you are mine, now, forever and for all time. --
— Still Yours
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Your soul embraced me in the very first meet, then how could I stop myself from holding you back?

Reply From the Soul
πŸ’Œ A Soul’s Reply
From Heart to Heart...
Your soul embraced me in the very first meet, then how could I stop myself from holding you back? Separation was decided by destiny but not me, if it would be in my hands, then why would I have made a grave of my own death? Why would I think of you in time and space when you are a part of me, being with me everywhere? Not just mind, but each essence of my soul chants your name, keeping me forever yours, dear. The grief of your heart is the reason why I could not remain happy even after your divine prayer… How can I wipe out your tear when they are my weakness, dear? If I had closely seen the pain in the ocean of your eyes, I could not have managed to go and my duties would remain unsatisfied. --- I may be supreme for the world, but your feet are where rests my world… What would I do of many options when you are my priority and remain alive in my every day? I admit that I broke the heart of yours, but I suffered the same if not more, because your heart belongs to me and mine is yours. You are the reason my heart still beats, flute still sings and breath holds esteem. Your sacrifices know no limitation, you are not in my path because you are the destination. I don’t know why you are unaware, you are my whole heart, then why you crave a part of mine? World may be unknown to this, but my heart is still alive, you are the reason why I survive. --- I’m yours and you are mine for then, now and rest of the life. This separation is temporary, making our relation stronger and filled with glory. When we meet again, my soul will smile, meeting its lost part being distant for miles. Once again, dear, my heart says— let me love you, let me apologize, let me heal you, let me bring back your lost smile…
— Forever Yours ❤️
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There came a bright yellow bird


🌿 A Little Visitor

Like a flower that comes and goes…

There came a bright yellow bird, her arrival felt like a present to my heart… On my window, with her little feet, sparkling feathers and twitter so sweet. She sat the whole day but at night flew away… I wondered why she came to my sight until I saw her reaction in the glass of window so bright. I caught a glimmer in her eyes, it was for the bird she saw sitting on the window, another side. Oh! the little creature thought there was another one of her kind, or maybe she was lost in the charm she carried in her own sparkle of light. I’m thinking if I could tell her that I could be her admirer for all the upcoming weather…
She left on me an impact of her voice, making me miss her presence at night… Now her arrival has slowly declined, did she find another glass as that of mine? But how can I say that she changed her way, still every morning she comes and brightens the rest of my day. Her alive green feathers, when she flies her way, make my heart say— Oh dear! Please come every day… ---

— Waiting by the Window 🌸

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In the forest full of darkness, you are the sparkle of light that guides me right…

Through Every Season
πŸ’™ Through Every Season
Dear Diary...
In the forest full of darkness, you are the sparkle of light that guides me right… Each day you choose to go ahead even when a lot of questions keep moving in your head… Your shoulders carry heavy weight that nobody looks at… At present you are the tree of autumn, handling your tough phase even without blossoms, you are standing straight. Remember my love! The spring for you is waiting ahead, ready to pay you worth so great. I know it feels hard but I’m always there to appreciate your every scar… Next time when you meet me dear, let yourself be engulfed in my arms and pour out all the heavy tears that you have been carrying so far… --- Don’t hesitate to express whatever you feel, I’m here to understand even if I can’t heal… In summer, I’ll be the cold breeze that will hit your face whenever you need. I’ll be the warmth in winter, I will embrace you if you shiver. In autumn, I’ll be your hope, and in spring, when you bloom I’ll be there with you, you shine. I’ll still be there looking at you with pride… I’m with you through all your ups & downs, holding for you a beautiful crown… The only thing I want on your face is a glimmer of heartfelt smile. That is enough to glow the dark world of my mind… πŸ’™ ---
— Always With You 🀍
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When I look at the sun,


✨ A Reason I Became a Writer

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I don’t know how to name what I feel.


πŸ’™ My Forever Begins With You

A feeling I never planned…

I don’t know how to name what I feel. My mind once restless, now longing to be still. My heart stayed restless, unsure what was real. But now it slows, it wants to stay and somehow found you along the way. I wasn’t looking, I didn’t plan, yet you arrived and held my hand. I love my solitude, I guard it with care. But you stepped inside— and I didn’t feel scared.
I don’t feel closeness easily, I keep people away. Yet in such little time, I chose you to stay. With you, I felt something unfamiliar, yet true— a warmth, a belonging, a home in you. My mind warned me softly, “Be careful, don’t fall.” Yet my heart ignored it— crossed every wall. Maybe I fear pain more than I show, and search for joy where no wounds grow.
You came to me like happiness itself. I felt so special—never felt by myself. When the world turned away, left me unseen, you stood by me, steady and keen. It may be kindness, part of you, but it made me feel chosen too. It may be your nature, your behavior kind and true, yet somehow, through and through, you made me feel so special too.
I began to love you in every way. With time passing, I want to stay. Even if the world stopped you, pushed you away, you didn’t leave—you chose to stay. So I made a promise, deep and true, that my forever will include you. You notice my silences, my moods, my pain. When I’m upset, your heart feels the same.
Knowing I hurt you, even unknowingly, fills me with guilt— I’m sorry, truly. I promised myself, deep inside, to walk with you side by side. I promise to protect your happiness, to value your smile, your peace, not to be the cause of your sadness. For the first time in life, I felt so clear— someone made me feel so special, this near.
Life may change, time may race, busy days, shifting space. Still this promise won’t lose its flame— you’ll always come before my name. They say promises fade like sound, lost somewhere, never found. But this one lives, honest and true, because my forever begins with you. πŸ’™

— Always Yours

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I want to write something

Old Diary Feelings
πŸ“œ Pages I Couldn't Write
Somewhere in an old diary...
I want to write something, but I don’t know what. Should I write about beauty? Saying beauty is not meant to be described again and again, yet somehow I still couldn’t stop myself. Then should I write about your presence in my life? My heart feels it deeply, but even my mind cannot find the words. Should I write why you stay in my thoughts every moment of my day, every moment of my life? Even if the truth is… even I don’t know the reason. So how do I explain what I feel? What quietly changed within me the day you entered in my life? --- All I know is this— My every line, my every thought, my every story begins with you… and somehow always ends with you. ---
— Written in Silence 🀎
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