Why did you become so close to me

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Dear Diary...

Why did you become so close to me when you had to go away? Why did you let me love you when leaving was already decided by you? I found you everywhere in every moment, every time Could you spare a few moments to think of me in your mind? I always wished to see you happy, I only prayed for your smile. I always wanted to see your happiness. But could you care a little about my sadness? You left me when I needed you the most I know you are supreme and don’t have any fear But could you hold my tear just a little, dear? --- I know you have many options, but for me, you were my only option. I know you wanted to create the best story, but why did you break my heart so slowly? I know your journey is hard, but couldn’t I be in your path? I don’t want anything from this world, I want only a little place in your heart. I know I’m not yours, I accept that truth that lies. But you are mine, now, forever and for all time. --

— Still Yours