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I don’t know how to name what I feel.


💙 My Forever Begins With You

A feeling I never planned…

I don’t know how to name what I feel. My mind once restless, now longing to be still. My heart stayed restless, unsure what was real. But now it slows, it wants to stay and somehow found you along the way. I wasn’t looking, I didn’t plan, yet you arrived and held my hand. I love my solitude, I guard it with care. But you stepped inside— and I didn’t feel scared.
I don’t feel closeness easily, I keep people away. Yet in such little time, I chose you to stay. With you, I felt something unfamiliar, yet true— a warmth, a belonging, a home in you. My mind warned me softly, “Be careful, don’t fall.” Yet my heart ignored it— crossed every wall. Maybe I fear pain more than I show, and search for joy where no wounds grow.
You came to me like happiness itself. I felt so special—never felt by myself. When the world turned away, left me unseen, you stood by me, steady and keen. It may be kindness, part of you, but it made me feel chosen too. It may be your nature, your behavior kind and true, yet somehow, through and through, you made me feel so special too.
I began to love you in every way. With time passing, I want to stay. Even if the world stopped you, pushed you away, you didn’t leave—you chose to stay. So I made a promise, deep and true, that my forever will include you. You notice my silences, my moods, my pain. When I’m upset, your heart feels the same.
Knowing I hurt you, even unknowingly, fills me with guilt— I’m sorry, truly. I promised myself, deep inside, to walk with you side by side. I promise to protect your happiness, to value your smile, your peace, not to be the cause of your sadness. For the first time in life, I felt so clear— someone made me feel so special, this near.
Life may change, time may race, busy days, shifting space. Still this promise won’t lose its flame— you’ll always come before my name. They say promises fade like sound, lost somewhere, never found. But this one lives, honest and true, because my forever begins with you. 💙

— Always Yours

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